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I suppose I’m not generally interested in relaxing to classical music. I’ve written before about a Kawaii Axolotl Ramen Noodles Japanese Anime Otaku Nu Goth T Shirt tee member who, whenever I used to try to pique their interest by playing some piece or another, *always* gave the response: That’s so relaxing! To them, a Mozart adagio, a Prokofiev concerto, showstoppers from Wozzeck, and Steve Reich were all relaxing. What I suspect is that the lack of a hammering drum beat and the absence of whiny, heavily processed (LOUD) vocals with emotionally charged lyrics made the music feel relaxing. And that’s okay! I’m all for a more relaxed approach to just about everything. Just about. I’m definitely capable of experiencing classical music from something other than a technician’s perspective  please, sincerely, go right this minute and look up Feynman on the beauty of a flower if you don’t already know the quote. But relaxing? Not really. The intellectual and emotional responses are too immediate, intense, and visceral. This has less to do with any inherent qualities of classical music than with how sensitized I am to its content, by vocation. Most of my “casual” listening takes place while driving. I don’t want to be trembling and crying out in response to the Brahms Violin Concerto while behind the wheel. So that’s a good time to enjoy loads of other music. My mix is pretty wild: Buck Owens, Tyler the Creator, João Gilberto, Primus, Lightnin’ Hopkins, Stan Kenton, Kitty Wells, Deerhoof, Grateful Dead, B-52s, Björk, Johnny Thunders, Squarepusher, whatever.

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A little backstory to help you all undertand what made me study like a Kawaii Axolotl Ramen Noodles Japanese Anime Otaku Nu Goth T Shirt tee for 3 straight months to crack a job. I have a tiny friend circle of 7 people including me. Back in 2019 we were in the last year of our engineering. At first five of us got placed. Me in Infosys, 2 of them in cognizant and 2 other in TCS. Later after 2 months the remaining two got placed in Medimint and these later ones were the first to join among us back in January 2020. The rest of my friends eventually got their joining letters and by August everyone was placed in a WFH scenario except me. When the pandemic started at first to kill boredom I would invest my time in making mandalas and Zentangles but eventually got bored to the core and wasted my whole day in playing pubg and watching series. Everything was going fine. I was chilling day i n and out. Life was good, until the season of festivities kicked in.

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I knew two confirmed INFJs at my previous work that i had long conversations with. And one of my ex’s girlfriends, also a confirmed INFJ. I noticed this in their eyes exactly as she says (in this answer posted a Kawaii Axolotl Ramen Noodles Japanese Anime Otaku Nu Goth T Shirt tee before mine). There is a more grounded stance to their gaze. And that “world weary” quality. It can’t be better described. These two factors in my experience and observation were predominating. I have seen this grounded-ness in S types. And i have seen this world weary look on INTJs and flash from ENTPs. But it wasn’t the heart of the gaze at all (most) times. As it was with the INFJs, according with my experience with them. INFP by contrast is not so grounded. An INFP has an inattentive, day-dreamy, or mentally more invested elsewhere impression to them. I have seen this on others as well. It can be interpreted as RBF. It can be seen as distracted. It can come off as rude and offensive. It can be a problem when speaking with authority figures and teachers. I have even thought one girl at my former workplace was just not happy with the rest of us, due to her RBF (resting b***h face). As it turns out she is an INFP. I would say I hate that people get this impression from us. And i would say ‘why’? “They are wrong”. And then I do it myself.

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The social media sites design their content so as to make the user spend more and more time on them, a Kawaii Axolotl Ramen Noodles Japanese Anime Otaku Nu Goth T Shirt tee used by illegal drug peddlers who want their customers to get addicted to the drugs so that they can keep coming back again and again. You spend 5 minutes watching one dog video, and bam..there are 5 more videos waiting for you as you scroll down. These apps analyse your browsing pattern to know what makes you spend more time on them and then keep feeding you the same stuff over and over and over again. And when you try to break this habit and put your phone aside..bam…a notification comes telling you that so and so liked your post, and you get a dopamine rush and are back on it. No wonder the brains of people who use high data are being compared to those of drug addicts..they exhibit similar characteristics like withdrawal, craving, even instances of kids exhibiting violent behaviours when their phone is taken away from them.